yays

 went outside w my friends today (yaaauyh) and published v5 of my site & got a virus in my computer somehow in the process 10/10 

love you siyel

 nevermind talked to my local case catcher fujoshi seal Sebastian sebaciel nation pedophile and everything is ok false alarb

I hate everythnf.

 life is actually so useless wtf?? I'm so tired of isolation I know the doctors r just trying 2 keep me safe but isolation??weeks??omfg🙁

IM SO FUCKING DONE!!!!!!!!!!

im gonna overdose guyd. I'm gonna do ir

On a happier note

 we’ve gotten our legal name changed! Removed my old cultist first&last name so now it’s just Lola (dad’s family side). Fucking FINALLY!!!

TW

 So, shit happened. We were almost sent to the psych ward after an attempt to die from starvation&dehydration. Anyway. Bye 2 any bit of privacy we had left, cause now we have  to be under constant 24/7 supervision. Not even legally allowed to attend school for the next while. Stuck at home with dad. Pray for us. 😒

Anyway, published v4 of our site. Very happy.

 indi speak to me one more time and i'm going to hang myself /srs

I wish I never spoke

 lowk wish I wasn't a crippled fuck . cus like . I had the opportunity to join them. and I couldn't. I couldn't do the splits, even. and I had been trying since I was 2. they showed up out of nowhere. IT COULD HAVE BEEN ME!!